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Grabeh, March 1 na!!! Yung naknampuchang PE ko hindi ko pa naayos.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Nagsimula na nga pala NARUTO sa channel 2. Nakakaiyak pala unang episode nun. Me mga tinatanong nga ako kay Sars, pero sabi niya hindi pa daw alam kasi nga hindi pa tapos yung episode. Feeling ko me connection si Naruto sa 4th Hokage. Yun namang West Side Story mejo nakakabadtrip. Tama si blue_myst. Baka naman meron kayong maayos na pic ni Adrian at Janie or whatever her name is. Penge ako, plsss?? Me alam ba kayong site ng West Side Story?? Hayy!!

Nga pala Neko-Peko, add mo ko sa Friendster sheila@maldita.org email ko dun.

Quiz na nakuha ko kay blue_myst:


You're So Hee of Wishing Stairs!


Which Beautiful Asian Horror Ghost are You?
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Ewan ko, kanina pa ako windang dito. Ang hirap kasi ng me gagawin ako tapos wala akong game plan >__>;; Ayy, nakuu!! Gusto ko talaga ng West Side na layout *_* Inaasar nga ako ni Eric na jologs daw. Kyeber na lang yun.. Sinubukan ko yung Free Translations ni Abi-kun. Hindi nagwork dun sa song na "Chun Zai". Dapat kasi sa bahay na lang ako. Kumbakit ba naman kasi napakatanga ko. Sabi ko bibili na ako ng installer ng Adobe Photoshop. Naduling ata ako nun kaya Adobe Premiere nabili ko. Sayang lang yun 100 pesos. Bukas andami pang kelangang gawin. Ang sarap kasi magprocrastinate XD;; Ayan na 3:45pm na.. malapit na mag-Naruto. Grabeh, iba talaga dating ni Sasuke <3<3<3

Hay! Nakapag-post naman uli ako sa wakas. Eh kasi lagi kaming maraming ginagawa. Lagi na lang akong pagod. Nawala na nga insomnia ko kasi pag mga 11pm para na lang akong puno ng saging na biglang natutumba. Pero me mga natapos rin ako tulad na lang nun personal site ko at nagawan ko rin si Misan ng bagong layout. Mashimaro yun, tapos ung sa akin ay Westside Story.

Me post si Misan sa blog nya tungkol sa isang comment ng radio host na si Art Bell na taga-Nevada abuot Filipinos. Binasa ko, hindi man lang ako nagalit. Kasi wala naman syang intelihenteng komento. Yun yung mga klase ng tao na basta lang makapagsalita. Eh paki ba nya kung yung mga Filipino mahilig sa Japanese cars, eh yun ang mura eh. At sabi niya mga prosti lang daw ang mga Filipinong successful sa Japan. Hayy! Wish ko lang nakatira sya sa isang Third World Country para naman ma-appreciate nya yung mga taong nagpapakamatay sa ibang bansa para lng kumita ng malaki para sa pamilya nila. Naiirita lang ako dun sa introduction sa kanya na as if ang taas-taas ni Art Bell at nasa posisyon sya para magsalita ng ganun-ganun na lang tungkol sa atin. Ganito sabi dun sa kups:

Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from his home in Nevada, that is rebroadcast by 400 stations across the country. He's written 2 books. He lived in Okinawa, Japan for some years and had a radio program on the English station here. And, though it's hard to believe after reading the following letter from him, he actually has been to the Philippines (he's traveled fairly extensively around the world).

The guy's a loser. I read a review of his "so-called book", click [here].

Kaaway ko kanina sina Michelle at Tin2. Ay naku, hindi talaga ata ako pwede isama sa mga balat-sibuyas. Nagtext kasi ako sa kanila kanina then namisinterpret nila, naninisi raw ako. Bah, ganun?? Parang hindi na nasanay. Tsaka nagagalit si Tin2 na hindi ko tinext sa kanya na me gagawin pala kami ni Meann kanina dun sa pagtype ng ilalagay sa apendices. Bago yung number nya. Ako ba naman ay manghuhula ng cellphone number?? Tsaka text ko si Mich na pumunta sila ng computer shop nina Kuya Alex kasi dun ako nagtype. Ni anino ba nya nakita ko?? Nungka. Tapos nung text ko na: "oi mgbyad kau nun ngas2s nmn dhl ang pra k s abuno lng nppnta.kgbi p k hrap kktyp, pkonswelo ñu n lng n mgbyad kau." Nagreply ang mga lukaret na wag ko daw sila sisihin kasi hindi naman daw ako nagsabi na me gagawin kami. Gabi pa lang tinitext ko na si Michelle kaya alam na nya yung usapan na magtatype ako kinabukasan. Nagtanga-tangahan lang yun, for sure. Si Tin2 naman parang shunga, mega-react na agad. Haayy! Eh mainit na rin ulo ko kasi umakyat ako hanggang 6th floor. Hindi ko daw sila sinabihan, ganun?? Tapos kanina 5 dipa layo sa akin nun dalawa nun pauwi kami. LOL. Bakit ka lumalayo. Hahahaha!!

Grr!! That T.V. documentary show about kids who were abandoned by their parents and now they are seacrhing for them is so blah! Im talking about Lukso ng Dugo. That show made me cry a river yesterday, its so mean u__u;;;

Tomorrow we have make-up class in Philippine Constitution. Well, my thesis groupmates have been wishing ill of me (I know that XD). Its because I gave them around 10 pages to type for our appendices. They wanted to pass photocopies of the articles, news clippings, etc we got about our topic. Our group leader had been complaining that Im being annoying making him type all those things. Now, he knows what it feels to be in my position weeks ago when he asked me to do things I dont want to do. Im spiteful.. indeed and I want to see him suffer some more XD;; And you cant fucking pass a photocopy of your related literatures in your thesis, you hafta type them all. I already asked 6 people. Libagin naman yung mga xerox nila, yung iba naman naghihingalo yung ink ng xerox machine.. Ay nakuu!! Magalit na magagalit pero ayoko ng chepepay na trabaho. Metikulosa pa naman ako pagdating sa mga skul projects.

Everything may happen on Friday but I cant be and it shouldnt be the final episode of Westside Story because on Friday I have classes and I dont want to miss the final episode.

Hey blue_myst, just call me Sheila or Re|ena. It's kind of funny when people call me forevergirl. Kasi joke joke joke ko lang yung user name ko dito pero parang nagiging trademark ko na, kekeke!! What's your name anyway??

Happy trip sa yo Sars at kay Krissy. Iiwan mo na ako ;__; Balik ka kaagad ha! Maganda ba dun?? Kekekeke!! Pataba ka dun ha :p

Aliza and I planned to watch Ju-on: The Grudge 2 but she woke up at 12pm & we supposed to meet at 12:30. She asked me to wait for her but I told her I cant because I have to be home at 4:30pm so I can watch Naruto and Westside Story. So I went to watch the movie alone. It's not scary but I like Chiharu's story. I like how the camera suddenly shifted into Chiharu's dreams into reality which later the viewer will realize that it wasnt really a dream but a part of reality. It just looks amazing and creative in a way *__*;; The guy who sit beside me tried taking a nap but he soon realized he cant sleep because there are too many girls screaming like idiots. Those two girls in my left side were screaming and hugging each other. Kekekeke!! The scene that only spooked me and made me jumped on my seat was when one of the staff of Keisuke screamed because he heard noises in Kyoko's microphone. I guess Im not a fan of school of horror movies with ghosts cursing and killing people. And Kayako's ghosts kind of remind me one of those Fatal Frame ghosts. The little boy-ghost is the one who look scary but once you get used into looking at him, he's not scary at all. The movie can only frighten little kids and teens =/

I am soo dying to see this anime. I read the reviews and heard a lot about it from Eric. I read the less-cut version site and that's what I want to see. The first time I saw Sawa was in Animerica and I wasnt really inerested at it because she was wearing high school uniform and lying on bed. It may be considered hentai but whatever, its still good (that's what Eric said). I read viewer's review and they werent pretty satisfied with the edited version because it somehow ruined the story. I wonder where I can get that anime *___*

Our oral exam in Govt and Politics with Philippine Constitution is finally over!!!! I got 2.7 which is equivalent to 78% which is really bad. LOL. Tin got 3.1 and Karen, too. Tin said her mind went black because our professor is so cute .__.;; My professor gave Alex a nickname: Hagardness. Hahahaha!! Because Alex have this motto "hagardness is next to ugliness". Kekeke!! It's really funny. And he calls me Ms. Dickies. Bah to the infinity for that. But you know, that made me notice that most of my shirt are Dickies >__>;; My jeans are Tribal Gear so I cant be Ms. Dickies. I mean not all of my clothes are from that store... bah.... >__<;; And JC was laughing because of DICK-ies. He's just getting back on me for all my witty-perverted-sarcastic jokes about him. I got a really bad grade *sigh* I wasnt in the mood for an exam. Since yesterday I am spacing out even when were having an oral exam my mind is thinking about a certain thing thats giving me butterflies in my stomach and until now I can feel them x___x;; I even kept asking my professor to repeat his question. This is the week I think Im going crazy but Im happy ^_^;;

No class tomorrow so I have time to watch tv and make a new layout for Sars and revamp my Avril site.

I really like this song:

I watched the station
Saw the bus pulling through
And I don’t mind saying
A part of me left with you
One of these days
I won’t be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
‘Cause that’s where I’m home

And one last thing, I want to buy a new domain name for my personal site. It's our little secret and Im praying that no one will take airashii.net because I want that for myself. I always want a Japanese domain name but Alex got pissed at my bakasousuke.com u__u;; so I browsed over the net for a nice Japanese domain name. Airashii means "charming". Nyahahaha!! Ang kapal ko talaga XD;; I know Im not charming... Im not pretty and Im one of the most unlike-able person but I want to have a domain name with a positive meaning (since my Maldita means "bitch"). LOL. Eric's gonna make fun of me for having this idea. Im getting a new domain name next week or next next week ^-^ I got money cause my aunt is getting desperate on making me do something and she knows I will not do it unless she bribes me. Kekeke!!

Am I really evil u_u;;??

AznRoxAss: im planning to buy a new domain name
AznRoxAss: what do u think of airashii.net <<-- does it sounds good?
The Red Dee: huh...
The Red Dee: well i'd say no
The Red Dee: cause i have no idea what it mean
AznRoxAss: *dies*
AznRoxAss: charming
AznRoxAss: kekekeke
AznRoxAss: Xd;;
The Red Dee: =)
The Red Dee: its nice i guess
The Red Dee: represent me well
AznRoxAss: even i know im not, i want a domain name with a positive meaning *__*
AznRoxAss: hah!! i thought ull say it suits me well
AznRoxAss: kekeke
The Red Dee: lol
The Red Dee: ur evil
AznRoxAss: no really??
AznRoxAss: reb just told me that yesterday
AznRoxAss: *cries*
AznRoxAss: u all are mean ;___;
The Red Dee: yeah =P
The Red Dee: oh...
AznRoxAss: *turns away from dee*
The Red Dee: well its cause last lear when i was talking more to u u were always making evil plans
AznRoxAss: hahahahaha
The Red Dee: x.x when u call me dee it make me think about misan lol
AznRoxAss: dee dee dee dee dee :D
The Red Dee: lol
AznRoxAss: im not like that anymore. im a good girl now and dun remind me of those evil plans x__x;; i changed now, i swear
The Red Dee: hehe ok if u say so

I drew an oekaki. This Reb, erhmm.. He said he got eyeglasses and long hair now with goatie..

March pa lang pero feel ko na talagang summer na. Ayan na, magiging ulikba na naman kulay ko sa kakapaligo sa dagat. Baka next week uwi na ako sa Bicol kasi punta dito Mama ko, malamang sunduin na ako nun. Bibili na rin ako nung manok na gusto ko *_*;; Hindi pa nga ako nakakabawi nung sa 2 days na swimming namin sa Laguna. Naku, marami na namang jellyfish ngayon. Nung summer na mag3rd year high skul ako nakapitan ako ng jellyfish sa binti kaya nun para akong me tattoo na kung ano. Para talaga syang tattoo na nakapulupot sa binti ko. Mabuti nga ngayon wala na yung pilat eh.

Kagabi kinukulit ako ng pinsan ko kung magtatrabaho na raw ako. Sabi ko ayoko muna, gusto kong mag-aral uli pero ayoko dito sa Manila; maingay, mausok, maraming halang kaluluwa at hindi ako komportable dito. Sa Ateneo de Naga meron nung course na gusto ko. Gusto ko muna enjoy ko buhay ko. Pero pag nasa Bicol na ako hindi na ako halos makakapag-online. Basta, bahala na, text-text na lang

THOSE GUYS WHO MAKES MY HEART SKIP A BEAT =3

I think this is the perfect place to shop for me. I like all the clothes there. I like the messenger bag, the spin-off girl's hat, the shoes, the cuffs, etc @__@;;

This is so cool!!

Another English post, kekeke!!

New layout at mORG and Chun Zai. The past weeks, Ive been hooked to black magazines and Trace is my favorite so that's the reason why I have a black girl in my layout =3 That's Jamelia, she's a British popstar. She first came out the same time like Craig David but she got pregnant and has to give up her career for a while for her baby girl. OMFG!! I know quiet much about pop o_O;; LOL. I dont like Jamelia but I love her song Superstar. I guess Im becoming a pop fan now O_Ov Bah, blame it on the radio stations here. Since I broke my cd player Id been listening to radio a lot and they play pop music 24/7 and the lyrics get stuck into my head then I find myself singing them in the morning. Superstar, One of these Days (Michelle Branch), I Promise (Stacie Orrico), Milkshake, and Sexy Naughty Bitchy are my favorite now. My cellphone ringtone atm is "I Promise". Before it was "Can We Still Be Friends" by Mandy Moore *hides form Eric =D* Oh well, before I only like Britney Spears and Atomic Kitten.. See? I badly need a new cd player =/

I told my family I dont want to go to my graduation. Didnt they notice Im the kind of person who always try to avoid importance events in their life?? Like I backed out from my prom twice, I didnt attend our graduation recollection, I didnt had an 18th Bday Party etc. And when I get married, I dont want to get married in the church and I dont want to wear a white dress and have a big cake like every other girl want and I mean it!!! My aunt want to talk to me on Sunday about it. I guess Ill be going to her hotel where she is staying. Arghh!! Im going to watch Lukso ng Dugo on Sunday!!!!!!!! #$#$@#@!!! It's more important than my graduation ceremony =D My cousin was asking me that if they buy me a new cd player, will I attend my graduation ceremony?? BULLCRAP!!! That made me feel like a grade skul, LOL.

I really want to go back to Bicol as soon as I got my pink card. I want to know if I can enroll in ADNU. You know, suddenly I have a dream. Alam mo naman ako, ang babaeng walang balak talaga sa buhay. Ang babaeng hindi seryoso sa mga plano niya sa buhay. But now Im sure what I want to do with my life. Im going back to school, get another major and get a job. I want to have a job that has something to do with computers. My friends dont even like computers. Call me a geek or whatever but I love computers x___X;;

Quiz made by Jei:


GooGoo Dolls - IRIS
you lack understanding regarding many things, life
in particular. but you're sure that you need
him/her. it was if all was an accident, and you
realize that things were meant to turn out this
way.
you know what you're feeling but you can't explain
it. it leads you to confusion. better dwell on
it a little more deeper.


Which Song would Suit your Lovelife?
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Today at 3am my Grandpa passed away. He's bed-ridden for 4 years and we are expecting this to happen so everybody in the family is calm. We are burying the guys in our family.. Five months ago my Dad died and now it's my Grandpa. Im happy that all his sufferings are over and he's with the Lord now but he will be missed. My grandparents almost raised me and Im sad-happy about this. One thing I learned from him is not to cry on fights. When I was in grade school, I always get into loads of fights. Some boys will trash my slippers and toys, pull my hair, punch me, etc. I had no older brother to protect so I have to protect myself. If I got into a fight and I went home crying, that will piss off my Grandpa and he will give me a good whipping. So even my jaw hurt or my scalp (because some badfuck kid pulled my hair) I have to pretend they doesnt hurt. I guess in a way it made me stronger.

We will miss you Lolo <3

Were going to Bicol tomorrow!!!!!!!! My Grandpa's burial is on Saturday. Thanks for the email, Fishy <3. Im really touched on your email *__*

And yah, new layout featuring Butterfly Effect and yah, I love that movie!!